A great weekend!

We had a wonderful weekend.Shannon's been working like crazy and we were really needing some time together.He got an unexpected weekend off,no jobs called out.The kids all had friends over,we watched scary movies and put up halloween decoration.My son did most the work on the roof while the rest of us did the ones on the ground.Several people drove by to look and would tell us how nice it looked or give us the thumbs up.

Later that evening the kids set off the fog machines(neither my lungs,nor my asthma appreciated that)and the strobe lights and we all played sardines.Thankfully Shannon was home or I wouldn't have been able to sleep a wink.

Sunday we all camped out in front of the t.v. to watch football.My Boys lost,but it was still tons of fun to have a football day!

The kids only go to school two days this week then they are off for fall break.I'm so excited about having them home for awhile!I'm sure they will have friends over and will be going over to their friends,but it should be a nice break for all of us.

Smoking update:I'm doing really good down to eight and I think seven tomorrow.Slowly but surely it's getting easier.I notive myself lighting up taking a few puffs and putting it down.That's really good,eventually it won't be worth my time anymore.Thank ya'll for all the encouragement!

Have a great day everyone!

"Read my lips:NO MORE WOOD"

Shannon and I went to a flea market a few weeks ago and he found a big wood paddle.We walked through the flea market holding hands while he carried that darn thing.I noticed people didn't give him weird looks,it was me then were looking at!I was so happy when I finally talked him into taking it to the car.

We picked Katia up from the airport Thursday morning and almost immediatly after getting home Shannon decided to test all his weapons out on us.Shannon had told me a few days before she was due to arrive that all spankings would be playful.We don't do many playful spankings and he thought with the two of us to laugh and cut up with one another I might enjoy it a tad more.The first spanking was fun! On Friday we were in there darn near on the hour,still it was fun.That darn paddle made an appearance in every spanking....Have I ever mentioned I'm not a fan of wood? We all walked to the corner cafe for some lunch...that's when the soreness set in!!

Katia,who has buns of steel or something thought she'd help me out.She told me to just keep repeating to myself..."It doesn't hurt." My brain didn't by into that though.Then she tells me to just keep talking to her as if we were having a normal conversation.Ummm yeah! I managed to get like three words out.lol

Shannon thought it would be a good idea to give us ten swats each,but have us work as a team to take them.In other words if he had to start over because one of us got out of position or put our hands back we would both start over.Poor Katia,I'm not the person you want on your team in this case.She was the cause of us started over a couple times though.After several hours and several spankings Shannon decided on one last spanking of the evening.I think it was the second swat with the wood paddle and I was done I said "Read my lips:NO MORE WOOD!" Thankfully he was nice enough to change to leather.

Saturday we went to a pumkin festival and another flea market.We had fun just hanging out all day.Shannon did find a really unique implement at the flea market.I'll try an post a pic of it and the paddle when I get a chance.Katia got me the prettiest small crystal picture to hold my milk for coffee.I have been been hunting the pefect thing for awhile now,it's perfect!!

We couldn't let the weekend slip by without one last prank on my guy.So....we drilled holes in his paddle.We were very careful,we didn't want to mess it up.He wasn't so pleased with us at first,but once he realized we didn't go crazy with it and we were careful he settled down.He did give us a spanking with it later that night and it turns out he liked the holes lol!

It was a fun weekend and I miss her already!!

As far as smoking goes,I've done pretty good.I'm down to 9 smokes and the journaling and logging the cigs really has helped me.Katia,gave me a pretty little notebook to log in with inspirational quotes at the top of each page,she cut each one out herself just for me.Thank you,Katia!

Have a great day everyone!

A visit from a friend

Katia is coming for a visit,I'm so excited!!! I've missed her so much.We always have loads of fun together just hanging out and talking.We always manage to play some kind of joke on Shannon cause it's just to good to pass up lol!

I'm doing better with the smoking goals after having a really tough time meeting them.Shannon came to me a few days ago paddle in hand and said "I'm done with you not meeting your goals".I wasn't feeling so hot that day and it wasn't a fun spanking at all. I remember waking up still over his knee and him asking me to take a nap with him.When we woke up he told me he wanted me to start journaling every time I light up.That hasn't been an easy task but it does seem to be heping.So far I've made every goal!

Have a great day everyone!

goals, goals and more goals!

I'm really struggling with the smoking goals.I made the first two,missed two,made two more.....

Today I missed it.I was very tempted to sneak some smokes,because I know Shannon won't understand.How can he? I don't understand.One day I have two left over the next day I go over by two.It only takes a bad hour in a day to mess up the whole thing at that point I feel defeated or as if I'm a step behind all day.I wish there was an easier way to do this.

Tomorrow is a new day though and I WILL meet my goal.

Have a good night everyone!