Smoking..well quiting actually

I got Chantix the other day while I was at the doctor.The medicine is sitting there waiting for me to start it which won't be until the 15th of November.I'm working on cutting back right now.Shannon and I sat down and discussed a plan,goals that sorta thing.I'm happy to have his help but I'm struggling with whether or not it's the right time.Shannon's job is in the air and the Holidays are coming up quick so many things actually.Hopefully it will be the right time and it will all go well.The weight gain has got me freaking out a bit.I gained thirty pounds last time I quit ugh!

My first goal was to make two packs last a tad over two days...seems easy enough right?It might have been but I had a horrible night last night and didn't sleep much which meant being up more and smoking more.It's not looking so good right now.I'm just going to be really careful today and try to reach the goal.I'll update tomorrow.It may be a quick update because it's going to be a busy day.My sister is coming up tomorrow with her family and spending the weekend with us.I'm so excited about it! They will be here for our halloween party which will be really cool.Friday night we are going to the haunted corn maze...I'm not all that excited about that lol!The kids will have a blast though I'm sure and that's the most important thing anyway.

The cute thing that happen last night with the kiddos.....K needed to get her costume ready so she was taking a long black robe thingy and sorta chopping it a bit.J being the sweet bubba he is decides to put it on himself and he stood on a stool while she walked around making cuts....and bossing him around of course lol!I snapped a few pics it was too cute to pass up lol!