The spanking

It was the reconnection.He apologized for not doing it before and we talk about it some.It wasn't bad as far as spankings go and it was a tad on the fun side.He had purchased a new paddle yesterday and decided to 'test' it out and see if it would make a good paddle for 'nice' spankings.It's very thin so there is no thud at all. The sting vary's a great deal so it could be nice for sure depending on how it's used.Ok that's about as much as I'm willing to say about it lol!

The whole situation got me thinking about some things.One thing is DD is hard sometimes..everyone knows that lol!Why do things get off without spankings?Why was I feeling stupid that it didn't happen rather than say RELIEVED?Why did he become distant when it didn't happen?I guess I feels strange about those things sometimes..it feels kinda messed up!I'm not in the mood to try an figure those things out today though and I'm not sure I really care why it's that way.It works for us so I'm going with that.

Have a good day everyone! I gotta clean bathrooms

What the heck???

Ok so I'm talking to my hubby on the phone while trying to get all my housework done and I say yea I need to blog after I'm done with my stuff.He says no you can wait till after your spanking tonight and blog about it tomorrow....say what? Who said I wanted to blog about that or anything like that.Writing about spanking in general is one thing but writing about a certain spanking is always hard.Then of course now my wheels are turning because I wasn't thinking of this spankings as 'blogable'..is that a word?Now I'm wondering what this spanking is all about...yikes!

Since I will be blogging about it tomorrow I'll give you a bit of background as to how it came about.The last few weeks Shannon has put in alot of hours and been away mostly.We both got busy doing our own things and there was just this tiny disconnect between us nothing big at all.We were getting along just fine and this kind of disconnect(not sure if that's the word that even fits)is pretty normal when we are not seeing each other much.Shannon came to me ummm Friday I believe and said he wanted to give a spanking just a reconnection and nothing big.We discussed it and I agreed...let me stop for a second and say I don't usually agree it's not that I disagree it just that when faced with it it very rarely seems like a good idea{wink}I decided to be totally honest this time and say that yea I felt like he was right and that it was a good idea.I won't go into all the silly details but basically it didn't happen and I was feeling really hmmm.....stupid I guess.At that point there was a big wedge between us rather than the tiny disconnect we had going on before.All that led to him getting upset and saying that later that night we would have a meeting that would involve snakebite.We went to a game in Magum and got back late so no spanking again and again the wedge got much bigger.Stupid things were said and then it was dropped and we had a wonderful weekend together in spite of it all.That brings us to this morning when he calls and says I will be home this evening and you and I are taking a 'drive'(that's code for driving somewhere and getting spanked)I know I said it last time and it didn't happen but unless I'm on a job it will happen so be prepared.

In my mind I was thinking it would be the 'reconnection' that didn't happen but after him saying that I would blog about it tomorrow I'm not so sure.Am I in trouble for some of those 'stupid things' that were said?Did I handle it all wrong?Is he yanking my chain and it will actually be the reconnection?Is this some sorta submission excersise?This kinda thing can drive a girl crazy!!!!

Nice visit with my sis

I had a nice visit with my sister.They actually stayed an extra day!! There was alot going on that weekend we were hoping to get out and do a few things.Her hubby is more of a cookout and stay home kinda guy so we did that instead.It was fun just to relax with them a bit and enjoy each others company.I did my first jager bomb...not bad! Oh and C(my sis) made jalepeno poppers they were soooo yummy!!!The kids had fun just hanging out.

Puppy number two didn't come along until after my sister went back home so we may be going to Texas this weekend to take him to them.They are cooking for us this time wooohooo!If we can't get down there I will have to meet her halfway....the puppy has to go to his new home!I have enjoyed being a part of getting these boys for my sister but I'm sorta glad it's over.Puppies are such a handfull!

We found out a couple days ago that they are taking away Shannon's salary and he goes hourly.It's stressful but still just thankful he has a job.Some weeks he will come out better .....of course then there are those other weeks.It is now my job to try an figure out where we can pinch a few penny's.I spent the day yesterday making some homemade laundry detergent and other cleaning stuff....I'm still looking into other things that may save a bit too.

T got her permit.Poor girl she failed the first time but she took it really well and we went back the next day and she passed.... she is sooo excited!! I however am just not ready for this phase but I probably never would be so it's ok.

Have a great day everyone!!!

My sis is coming up.

My sister asked me a couple months ago to help her look for a puppy for her kiddos.I found her one and now she is coming to pick him up.It won't be a long visit they should be here tomorrow around noon-ish and will leave around that time Sunday.... so not long,but I'm so excited to see them.Of course it has been a crazy busy week so I don't have near the stuff ready for company.The games and SWAT meetings are kicking my butt.Wednesday was the only evening we had no activities.Tonight is the highschool game...if I'm lucky I will make it to a concert afterwards lol!

I have enjoyed all the craziness though.Seeing J so excited over making a tackle,T excited over helping Ryder(a little 6th grader) with his trombone she is so hard on that little guy but everytime he sees her his eyes light up, he even sat by her during the whole game yesterday ...it's cute!K she has been such a mess lately she cracks me up lol!

Shannon....the poor guy has been working like crazy.I've been missing him but I'm trying really hard to have all my stuff done everyday so he knows I'm working hard at the things we agreed to even if he isn't home for days ugh!.He has been pleased so far:)

While he is away and busy I will slip in a vent about a new 'weapon' he has.....I named it snakebite,no laughing I can name them what I want:)It's basically an OTK lexan cane...Triple ugh!!!! It's one of those 'weapons' that just feels wrong.It doesn't feel like I'm being spanked it feels.....I cant even explain it! It 's like being bit by something the bite hurts then comes the poisen!!!! He uses it like a cane(not like nasty caning).He goes slow and with force.So I did something I have NEVER done.I ask him if he would use it a bit different.First I said not so hard and he just looked at me like yea right you gotta give me something lol! So we agreed on faster and not so hard.Man I may regret that what do you think?? I had to do something, we are working on me taking spankings better than I have in the past.I'm doing really good I must say..that is until snakebite appears then all my hard work goes right out the window.I'll update how the new way works unless by some miracle it disappears soon{wink}

Misty