The smoking thing.

I have had a few people ask about how the smoking is going, so I thought I'd post it here.

Well......It's not going.I think I was at about half a pack last time I updated.I'm no where close to that now.I really don't know what to say other than things got crazy and I stopped trying.

I was chatting with a friend today who told me I use stress as an excuse to smoke.It's true I do,it helps with so many things actually. I know I need to find another way to deal with stressful things and I'm going to work on that.I can't say that I'm going to quit right now,but I'm going to work on cutting back.

So that's what's going on with it.*sigh*

Have a great day!

I should have said something.

Communication isn't always easy.Sometimes you need to say something.You know you should ,but.....

What if it creates tension?
What if your timing is off?
What if there just isn't enough time?
Etc.......

Shannon did something that hurt my feelings.I know it wasn't intentional and I knew I needed to tell him.It's just that the time never came where I felt comfortable.Then he did something small that irritated me and 'I pounced like a tiger'(those were his words).

He's been giving these little morning spankings,nothing serious,more playful than anything.So I wasn't shocked when he announced a spanking this morning.I knew I was in trouble though the moment he said 'now that I have you here'.He of course wanted to know why I pounced.I told him and he understood.He wasn't happy that there was something 'wrong' and I didn't talk to him though.He reminded me again how important it is that we communicate with one another.He also reminded me that pouncing is not acceptable.

Communicating would have hurt us both a lot less.I need to work on this one it's were I struggle the most.

Have a great night everyone!

Gotta love a hot bath!

Every night that Shannon is home he takes a bath with me and every night he complains about how hot the water is.Tonight he got in and said "your getting a spanking tonight".I was like why? "Because the waters is so darn hot!" I laughed because I knew he was teasing.He said he was going to make my butt as hot as the water was.lol!I love that he takes a bath with me so maybe I could compromise on the water just a little!

Have a great evening everyone!!

First day of school!

Today is the first day of school!!! I'm excited for the new year and the start of the school football season.I'll be complaining while i'm running like crazy though lol!Our oldest drove to school this morning....that will give you gray hair's for sure!!

Most of all I'm just ready for the routine of things.I need routine!The school year also gives Shannon and I more time together,I love that part!He's been putting in a lot of hours at work so I haven't seen him much.I did get to spend some time with him this morning even if it was OTK *wink*He asked me a few days ago to go to the post office,but I was busy and forgot to go.....

He was really funny this morning though,I think it's due to his lack of sleep.*smiles* As he's spanking he says "Do you know why you should have went to the PO?" And then he answers himself.Because I asked you to, right?"Do you know why else you should have went?" He answers himself again.Because if you don't you end up in this position.Then he says AH HA!... Are you having an ah ha moment yet?... Say it with me ah ha!I was laughing too hard to answer,but I was definantly having an ah ha moment.I'm not sure it was the one he wanted though.

Have a great day everyone!!!

The house

Everything is moving forward with the house.Shannon and the kids are totally excited! I have concerns though.

This isn't just a house and anyone who knows Shannon and I wouldn't be suprised lol!It's an old doctor's office actually.It was built in 1939 and over the years they have made it a house.So my biggest concerns are:The roof,the plumbing,the electric.It's also over 2600 sq ft.it has two a/c units so I worry about the electric bill being crazy!It's perfect in so many ways though.I'm not sure if I'm just worried because it's a big decision or if I'm worried for a reason.ugh!

Shannon and I have talked since I last posted and things are better.We still have some things to work out but at least we are communicating and that's more that we were doing before.

Have a great day everyone!